You may be wondering "why does this girl take so long to post a new entry?" Oh, you weren't wondering that? Hm, maybe I should stop feeding my ego, and while I'm at it, stop feeding myself. It is not surprising to me that I have recently gained a number (I'm not sure exactly but I'm rounding up to 10) of pounds of extra body mass. I know because I feel it, and because my pants are tight and I have been avoiding any sort of constraints for the past week. Once you get into the lifestyle that comes with being chubby it's hard to start a diet to lose the weight. It's been so long since I've gone to the gym I've long forgotten where I stuffed my sports bra and my sneakers. WHERE IS MY MOTIVATION?? I'm wondering if I will just wait until I can no longer see my feet beyond my bulging belly that then I will finally say "fat frannie, seriously? you cannot even see your lovely child-like feet over this large barrell belly, it's time to stop with the bagel bites and pick up a protein shake and get yourself on that goddamn elliptical machine!"
I think I just suffer from lack of motivation aka procrastination aka laziness. I'll start a new diet, in January...what is really the point in holding back during the holidays...this gut is going to just hang loose and I will just continue to wear large mumu dresses until I find my sneakers and put down the pie.
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