Day 1 is completed and I must say, I do not believe that other people find this cleanse easy. I was absolutely miserable yesterday and today is not starting so great. I didn't realize that I would be so cranky without caffeine because I have gone without caffeine before and I've also done a cleanse before, 2 years ago I did the General Motors cleanse and I felt really good throughout that process. This. Is. Torture. I had a pounding headache all day at work (maybe I was also just itching to leave the office) but when I came home I decided to just rest in bed a bit and I dozed off, I made myself a shake for dinner and fell asleep around 8, I woke up again around 12:30 to go to the bathroom and still had a vicious headache on the left side of my head, it was so bad that my eye kept tearing, probably my subconscious crying for food and caffeine. My hungry self was telling me to get up, pour a cup of iced coffee and make something to eat, but I knew better, I counted til 200 until I finally fell asleep. I woke up feeling better today, I've been drinking water and had my breakfast shake and an Isa-snack. Mostly, I think I feel miserable for having let myself get so out of control where I barely recognized myself anymore, which makes me sad. To counterbalance my misery of not doing anything for 4th of July, I will watch comedies in bed which also serve as a distraction of my hunger until I get to eat a little something today (a modest meal of 400-600 calories).
As a sidenote, I'm currently watching Fatal Attraction, and that bitch is crazy.
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